ScottishLady7

So a boy I have a huge crush on, told me today he is going to ask my friend Rachel out. Dude I am practically throwing my self at him! and this!!!!!!!!   I really appricate the thought about telling me how you feel but, fuck. Rachel doesn't even like him. She likes your attention, in her eyes you are no more than a pet/dog. She is gonna break your heart. I hope it hurts so bad. Okay done raging, still pissed off and upset. Message me if you know what I am talking about. Why is she so special. why not me?............................I can give you the attention and love u want. WHY her? Why can't you at me the way you look at her? W

I usually dont write journals and this is more of a free verse poem but I wanted it as a journal. "'It's Her Demon from my past' I can't stand her, everything she does is stupid. We used to be friends, 5th _810th grade. Now She is a alcoholic with depression. She is killing herself really fast. She won't ask anyone for  help. She doesn't even know it is bad. She hates her parents because they have relationship issues. But she doesn't have to be that way. She could be a better person, But She is stupid so nothing will change. She will die alone. I am done with her. I'm done with her bringing me down. If she wants to fuck her life

This is my 1st time writing a journal but DA is being s-o-o fucking stupid, it is not letting me search anything....It is the 3rd time it has happened to me... Gah DA is going down hill.